AISubs v3.7
Ugly.
It's not that cute, is it?
It's not ugly.
The face is too plain.
I'm Bobbi.
(crying)
The more I know about myself,
the more I'm stuck in my own face.
(crying)
There's a lot of
sexism.
You're making me angry.
You've never said you're cute enough to be you, have you?
(crying)
I'm not.
I'm not an idol because I'm cute.
(crying)
When I realized it,
I happened to be an idol.
Something...
What I longed for as an idol.
I'm not serious about my life.
In the first place, I'm an anime nerd.
But I'm always a mob character.
Even when I'm reading a story.
I can do it very simply.
That's because the protagonist is cool.
It's not me.
I made an idol group.
As a mob character,
I want to liven up this group.
That's why I'm a mob.
I'm ugly, ugly, ugly, ugly.
I'm not a mob.
But I'm trying to be cute.
I'm Bobbi.
(crying)
I'm trying to be cute.
I want you to look at my old photos.
Ugly as hell.
It contains all the elements that are said not to be cute.
I'm not a mob.
But if you look at my old photos,
you'll see how cute I've become.
I've tried.
My hairstyle, makeup, and facial expressions change my face a lot.
When you grow up, your face changes.
But I felt like I was changing the most.
I think it's facial correction.
When you do facial correction,
your whole face changes.
I don't regret it yet.
I was commented on my face in a video I haven't seen in a while.
I thought you should say it after you saw it.
But I don't think I have anything to say about it.
I don't think I'll ever be told anything like this.
Of course, it's better to be cute.
There are so many things that make me think that my visuals were cuter.
Seriously, every week, I look up "maintenance", "force", "downtime" and so on.
I have a complex about visuals.
If I didn't do a job like an idol, I don't think I'd be interested in visuals at all.
I wish I had a sense of cleanliness.
That's about it.
Well, it's a job you can see as an idol.
It's natural to be cute.
I'm trying to look cute.
But when you notice it, you're surrounded by comments like this.
I'm calling myself an idol.
I'm choosing my job as an idol.
I think it will come in handy in the future.
Even the really cute people on TV say "ugly".
People who say "ugly" don't look at me like that.
Everyone, don't look down on me!
Everyone, my team, go!
That's what it sounds like.
I'm sure it's their hobby to evaluate ugly people and their visuals.
After watching anime, I like to evaluate them arrogantly.
Oh, animation companies these days.
I've been working hard lately, but it used to be like this in the past.
I like to say that it's not good enough.
I know how happy they are.
An ordinary idol's feelings.
Ugly, plain face.
It's not ugly.
It's not unique.
Why am I an idol?
I know!
I know it, but it resonates with me the most.
If you want to make me feel uncomfortable, please let me know.
If you don't mind.
What I've been thinking about lately is...
There are popular faces in the world.
A round face or a short face is said to be cute.
I hope the era of round faces will come soon.
I hope the world will soon say that my face is cute.
There aren't many people who say, "I'm going to fight!" or "I'm quitting right away," so I'm glad I have this visual.
But if you have the money and the spirit, I'll do plastic surgery at all.
I've been saying it for a long time. I've been saying that I want to do plastic surgery here and there for a long time.
There are people who support me and I don't have to do it.
I'm not saying it out of kindness, but there are people who really say it.
I'm not like a passerby on the spot.
Even if you live with me like a family, I hope you don't have plastic surgery, but if you change your mind, I'll do it for you.
I really want to do it, by the way.
I don't have two or three days off.
And even if it's a plastic surgery I want to do, I want to get rid of the bones and put in the nose.
I want to get plastic surgery on my lips, too.
If I can do it once or twice a month and I'm asked to do it, I might do it.
But I'm in the middle of starting my idol career, and I can't do visuals anymore, so I'm trying to do my best in other places.
I'm trying to talk, I'm trying to talk, I'm trying to talk about episodes, I'm trying to make notes for myself.
I'm giving up at first.
But it's a world that's valued for its visuals, so I accept it because I'm fighting there.
I'll say it again.
I know.
I know how you feel, so please read your feelings.
If you're on my side, I'll tell you what I'm saying.
I'll put the url in the comments.
Please put a note on it.
I know.
Bye bye.